DARKEST PART OF LIGHT

2011-10-12T11:44:00.001-07:00

My fear is complete

2011-10-12T11:42:00.000-07:00

I don’t have a friend

As I travel the night

Lurking creatures rustle

Half hidden from sight

Self imposed enemies

And forms of delusion

Create the fear

That feeds my confusion

I flee in a panic

To find my way home

My distrust and my greed

Assure I’m alone

Falling shadows

Creep cross my path

Pointing black fingers

They all start to laugh

They know that I’m totally

Lost to myself

The joker of spades

Is what I've been dealt

With aching bones

And too heavy a load

I’m alone and confused

At a fork in the road

As I try to decide

Which path will be right

I can’t catch my breath

And I’m losing my sight

I limp in pain

On down the road

My mind is dim

And my spirit is cold

A black throated wind

Blows cross my heart

I wish for a new day

To make a new start

I’d treat my new friends

With loving compassion

To help those in need

Would become my passion

But I lived my life

As cold as the stones

Stacked up to cover

A pile of bones

Selfish worms

Ate the flesh in this grave

And now myself

I can’t even save

I can’t even stand

My own constitution

And burning in hell

I’ll pay restitution

My demons will smile

Because they know they have won

As they pierce me with swords

As hot as the sun

Burning swords

Of truth and justice

Slice away all

After which I had lusted

Why could not I be happy

With all I’d been blessed

With deceitful passion

I stole from the rest

But now in the distance

I see my temporal home

Where I hoard all my objects

And I’m always alone

I can’t believe

That with all I had stole

I can’t begin to fill

This hole in my soul

I unlock the gate

And turn to the right

My logic and reason

Have fled into the night

I hear wings flapping

Was it that of a dove

How could I miss it before

What I needed was love

I hobble up

The crumbling old stairs

In this cold realm

Where nobody cared

Through the door

And into my place

Where empty nothingness

Fills up the space

With eyes of deception

And lips of deceit

With myself as my enemy

My fear is complete

Warlords

2011-10-08T17:00:00.000-07:00

I’ll kill you next

If you don’t get me first

From your veins

Your blood will burst

My sword will sever

Off your head

And I won’t forget you

When you’re dead

I’ll separate you

From your life

Your power will live on

In my knife

Two tribes

Two powers

One for subjugation

I’ll make you my slaves

With no complications

But what will determine

The turns of fate

Weapons and warlords

And conquest of the great

Terror ride

2011-10-08T16:55:00.001-07:00

A monster lives in my soul

It ate my heart and turned me cold

My mind

Has turned to rot

Filth and decay

Is what I’ve brought

My life is full of poison

And I will make it yours

You’ll eat yourself

Until you’re full

And I’ll dissolve your core

I will rip out your heart

And consume your brain

We will live in torment

And we'll go insane

The eye of the needle

Cries out to the dark side

We’re near the end of our rope

On this terror ride

So I guess I’ll see you in hell

Perhaps we’re there

But never could tell

So down by the river

I’ll end my slow death

I hear the owl calling

As I take my last breath

Locus of my being

2011-10-08T16:53:00.000-07:00

My baptism in abuse

Made my fear complete

Killing becomes my compassion

In this mind of a madman

Reptilian creatures

Feathered leathery wings

Snow falls in the desert

Clouds turned to dust

Cactus thorns

Pierce flesh

The earth receives

My sacrifice

Scarlet rivers run

In this tomb of death

Evil replaces reality

Fantasies become real

Bloodletting

Satisfies my torment

Bath me in mercies blood

Baptize me in forgiveness

End my pain

Before I make it yours

Meet me in the shadows

2011-10-08T16:49:00.000-07:00

How do you live with yourself?
We both know the things you've done for your greed.
But now your salvation has arrived. I am your salvation, your release from bondage. I represent the predator, the cleansing agent in its purest form, to extricate the perpetrators of deceit from the weave of humanity, indeed from the web of life with my farce killing words and brutal honest truths!

In the name of survival of the fittest I am merciless.
I am not governed by some dark lord or by some underworld demon from the depths of hell but by a strength and spirit as pure as rain and as powerful as a flash flood displacing everything in its wake.
I represented the truth in its most natural and primeval form and it scares the lies right out of my candidates for demise. Those who followed their own sick intellectual, emotional and physical pleasures at the expense of truth and beauty.
Confrontation is a given.

Both with my superior intellectual talents and with my physical and trans-formative abilities.
But the victims of my missions quickly find themselves prematurely removed from their self induced stupor and protective palace of delights. Sent to wander an eternity on the highway of ghosts. Always searching for a road map of redemption or a signpost of sympathy where they will be forgiven their many mortal afflictions of misdirection and dishonesty.

But no forgiveness will be forth coming and no directions exist for your tortured souls.
Having not adhered to the truth and recognized the beauty of existence and in your continual perpetuation of lies against the body of humanity for your own material gain or ego maniacal self worth your souls became the forgotten, the unblessed, those laid waste in the outer limits of creation amongst the gnashing of teeth and the wailing of hollow lost souls.

But mine is no orgy of death, no feeding of psychotic maniacal delusions. It is a compassionate act of mercy.The sacrifice of a few for the benefit of many. There is nothing I despised more than a liar.
The self inflated, who sit in judgment of others, somehow thinking they own the truth, have some divine right to dispense this truth and light the way for the masses.
And even to possess the keys to heaven itself.
The deceivers are a craft of ancient extraction. Whether they spread their thought form through the manipulation of the economy or the spreading of false doctrines they preyed upon the people’s fear of the unknown.

Their medicine have become diluted and distorted in an attempt to retain their powers in the face of science and logical thought.
Theirs was part of an unholy alliance between warrior chief, mother goddess and the witchdoctor that directed the paths of those searching souls finding their way up from the dross and confusion of earthly existence.
In this tripartite power struggle peace was kept.
The warrior chief has evolved to become the kings and presidents, while the mother goddess had been relegated to the kitchen and the bedroom.
But it was the witchdoctor that attained the greatest amount of success with their stranglehold of fear locked people’s minds and souls.
They control the masses with stories of malicious gods working their evil against the lives of men or condemnation and control by a dark lord.
The only real sin is not recognizing the beauty of creation and continuing to perpetuate lie against the weak in spirit.

Once their stories expressed the metaphors of life.The symbolism’s and archetypes contained in our own hearts and minds and in the beauty of nature. To the strong and the clear of vision everything is a signpost pointing in the direction of truth, beauty and awareness.

But these free gifts from the source of creation have been stolen and high jacked by those in power of nations, empires and religions down through the ages.

My job is to clear up the lies and send you perpetrators of deceit to your most deserved end of days. I have left my mark on many cultures and civilizations down through the ages. Where ever there was an abundance of deceit and ignorance I would slip in from the forest, come up from the depths or blow in from the deserts to purge you sedentary creatures of the most evil and insidious enemies that lurk within yourselves.
Many of my activities are attributed to other creatures of the night. Vampires, werewolves and other beings of the imagination.
But mine is no uncontrollable curse.
Mine is a task and a duty.

The most necessary requirement for the survival of the species.
Sometimes this is done with intrigue and subterfuge, with plans laid down and well thought out from strategic positions not known to the enemy until it is too late.
Other times it is a surgical removal of one or a few individuals who terrorize the innocent from the confines of hallowed halls and hidden lairs.
But the end results are always the same for my victims.
A bloody liquidation of useless flesh, culled from the body of humanity with strategic precision. Many have met their demise to the tools this master predator uses as my implements of death.
I have spent several centuries lying in wait, conserving my energies for this massive liquidation of deceivers.
One final hunting spree before the changing of the ages when mankind will be trimmed to its best and brightest to usher in a new age of enlightenment.
At this time my task will be fulfilled and my soul will evolve up the chain of life to fulfill its purpose in another realm and incarnation.
The victims of my final mission will be the ones who have misguided the weak and fearful with promises of earthly comfort and eternal salvation based upon alliances to a unholy trinity and irrational tenants served up to the willing masses by deceitful propagators of untruths and profane doctrines and dictates about the King of Kings and the Master of Reality.
The truth is in no need of false histories and false doctrines to give it meaning and validation.

And I am here to expose their folly and destroy the liars.
Most are left alone to live their lives and lies in a harmless manner, but I have a special end in sight for those I despised the most.

Those who still lives and innocents.
Or the intellectual who believes not in the beautiful creative power of the universal source but only in the codes and formulas developed by them to explain away this realm.

Almost as if they themselves had invented it.
Then there is the self serving leader and profiteers who would gain unjustly from the dispersal of salvation, safety and needed commodities.
The victim who ranks highest on my scale for liquidation is the one who perpetuates a lie while harming others, knowing full well that they were utilizing untruths for their own gain.
Save your soul if you can

But I will meet you in the shadows
Rise up or fall down forever
We’re all going to die, I tell you no lie
If your wings have failed you
We can crawl together
Your sin has taken its toll
On your soul
You stood high on your pedestal
Shouting your truths to the world
But you didn’t fly!
So now it’s time to crawl….
Your surrender to my will
Is your revelation….
Who will bring you back when you’re gone?
Who will keep you in their prayers?
Who cares to care when they’re really scared?
So now you and I will spend and eternal moment at your death.
You lived your life as your own worst enemy!
But now you’re forever with me as I give you your own medicine….
Darkness envelops you now as you did others….
Take shelter in my wings of death….
You can’t feel the sun!
And you never will again…..

Soul Assassin

Tornado of Souls

2010-12-19T10:07:00.000-08:00

In your substance induced stupor

Your easily swept into the tornado of souls

The confusion of internal conflict

Has you reaching for a substitute reality

Don’t you realize you only cause yourself

More pain and disappointment

Rather than feed yourself something of value

You continually need ideas and substances that kill

Your mind body and soul

In your confused distorted state

You refuse to grow

Sucked into the tornado of souls

Or pulled into the gravity well of hopelessness

Your direction is unclear

Until you open your eyes and realize

The results of your hard headed

FUCK YOU ALL

Armageddon in the Windshield

2010-12-18T14:36:00.001-08:00

Split my skull open

Peel back my dome

Fill it with garbage

And I’ll take it back home

Look in my wallet

Fill it with lies

Then sell me your truth

Cause I’m ready to buy

Make me complete

Secure, warm and safe

Ill punch in your time clock

And I’ll never be late

So you've answered my questions

And fulfilled my life

You've got your claws in me

And you've brainwashed my wife

Well make good marching soldiers

And ants on the farm

If they won’t give us oil

Then well do them some harm

Well take control of their systems

And well make them our foe

Well corrupt their religion

And they won’t even know

Fill me with fear now

And blind me with hate

I’ll make your illusion

My date with fate

Biblical fantasies

Now made complete

Well scorch the whole earth clean

So no one can eat

We’ll know that were saved

In self righteous denial

We all sit in judgment

Forget the trial

But that’s how it goes

With power and might

We can’t wipe our own asses

But we know that were right

Lord Of The Vampires

2010-12-18T14:32:00.001-08:00

Your life force grows dim

As you breathe

Your death sigh

You’ll never find peace

When you’re living a lie

You’ll never survive

This insane revelry

Your substance induced fog

Will make sure you don’t see

I am your lord now

And I command you to lie

You’ll never escape

So don’t even try

Your life and your death now

I hold in my hand

And I’ll blow them away

Like wind on the sand

You plead with me now

Begging in need

With eyes of contempt

On your spirit I'll feed

You’ll never find freedom

From my inhumane curse

Till there loading your corpse

In the back of a hearse

But you will pay

For the evil we've done

There’s no distance too great

And nowhere to run

You’ll hear my curse whisper

In the back of your dreams

Your love become hate

And your sighs become screams

The Illusionist

2010-12-18T14:30:00.001-08:00

You know I take advantage of every situation

But you’ll believe every word of my mental masturbation

I'll grab you with good looks and win you with my charm

You think I speak the truth and would never do you harm

You live your life a lie and believe your own deceptions

There’s no need to try just follow my instructions

I'll twist the meaning of the matter

Then Ill bend your perceptions

I'll tell you what you want to hear

And you’ll become my reflection

You’ll never run away if I make you crawl

But I wont be around to catch you when you fall

But this will be the curse of every common man

Who lives with his false hopes believing others plans

When the fictions fall away

And my lies have turned to dust

I'll leave you all alone

And your faith will turn to rust

I Lie Alone

2010-12-18T14:26:00.001-08:00

I lie alone now in my grave

My crippled soul

I could not save

Those who called me their best friend

Even they

Could not see my end

My life has ended its tormented plight

I've hidden myself

From others sights

The pain felt

That made me hollow

Was too much

For me to swallow

I've done this to myself alone

Once pushed away

From house and home

This will hurt you more than me

But I must deal

With eternity

My soul may wander dead and lost

But not only I

Will pay the cost

A life taken short for selfish ends

My final comment

I must send

Sent to you

From beyond deaths veil

A sense of self worth

I cannot feel

I loved myself and so did you

But now there’s nothing

Left to do

Others lost

I’ll make them mine

Peace of heart

I hope to find

Hunger

2010-12-18T14:25:00.001-08:00

The universe devours

It’s always been this way

We perpetuate more hunger

Our needs grow day by day

We bring it into the light

Our fear has us consumed

No time to make it right

Our hateful nature is resumed

It’s hard to make best friends in life

Our hands are for shaking

Not clenched in strife

Don't Follow Me

2010-12-18T14:23:00.001-08:00

You can pull your head out of your ass now

And realize no one cares

Forget your whining and your problems

Really now, let’s be fair

You let me blow your mind and feed your habit

You see my truth but you cant grab it

Once found I’ll help you lose you way

Can you really tell if I see a better way

I'll prop you up with hope and vision

Just enough to let you fall

Back on your face in desperation

It happens to us all

And when you think I should approve of your deluded dream

You feel my words of painful truth

And nothings what it seems

I can be generous

And patient to a fault

But when you expose your heartfelt wounds

Then I’ll pour in the salt

Ill help you find yourself

Spin you round

Then lead you astray

Believe in everything you hear

But not a word I say

Ill blow your mind and blind your sight

Then send you away

Still searching with your good eye closed

Still lost in dangerous days

My name is Pain

2010-12-18T14:05:00.000-08:00

You think you’ve had enough

Well now have some more

My name is pain

And you’re to blame

But you let me

Settle all the scores

You say your cups filled

To the brim

So open wide now

Drink more down in

I know you’ll let me

Be in control

And I will cut you

Down so low

I’ll tear your heart out

Piece by piece

Until you find

Your soul’s release

I’m a stone cold player

In this paradox

And you’ll be the one

Who pays the cost

I’ll steal your great fortune

And goodwill

I’ve always got

My till to fill

I’ll laugh in your face

As you crawl back home

A trail of blood

And your broken bones

But you can’t stand

To be alone

With your cup full of pain

And your heart of stone

Each drinks my curse

In their own fashion

To share in pain

Becomes your passion

I’ll salt you wounds

And hearts can’t heal

It’s your sense of hope

I want to steal

But I’m no master

In this deception

You let my curse

Become your reflection

Steal you joy

And cloud your perception

With a fistful of pride

And a heart full of sorrow

I’ll let you kill

Your own tomorrow

If you think

Your measure lies

In calming painful fears

You kill your future

With the past

Your present is unclear